Wow, Aleisha. I just read your Europe journal. Wow. I'm feeling so restless right now. Reading that makes me want to go so much more. Anywhere. Actually, right now I'm in a Greece/Italy mood. I'm not sure if I will be a traveller though. My mom recently spoke with a real psychic. She knew SO MUCH about my family. One of the things she said was that I will not have a career in travel. She actually said I will find something good for me in Georgia of all places. I figured, since she was right about the other stuff, she's probably right about my future. My only hope is that I prove her wrong. She works on the plaza. We should go see her! $100 a pop for 2 hrs (or longer) and ya get to record 90 minutes of the session.
I'm sorry that I haven't made any contact with you over the summer. I miss you very much. I miss everybody. I'm so reclusive right now. I'm very depressed. I don't call anyone or do anything but go to work. I don't even know when you'll read this cuz you're doing that Upward Bound thing, but I'm writing anyway out in the open for all bloggers to see. I really hope you're having a great time
I'm sorry that I haven't made any contact with you over the summer. I miss you very much. I miss everybody. I'm so reclusive right now. I'm very depressed. I don't call anyone or do anything but go to work. I don't even know when you'll read this cuz you're doing that Upward Bound thing, but I'm writing anyway out in the open for all bloggers to see. I really hope you're having a great time
posted by Shelby at 11:51 AM
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i keep getting surprised that people read the journal, cus it's so damn long. i prolly wouldn't, lol.
i miss you too shelby! i miss everyone, and i dunno, i've been going through a tough time too. my family is in chaos, we're all in debt, and my 15-year-old sister ran away. i haven't been trying as hard as i could to contact people, and i guess it's just cus being depressed kinda does that to you. talking to others would do good, but for some reason you don't want to talk to anyone. at least that's kinda how i feel, though i tried calling you and ruby, and left myspace messages on everyone's page. tho i didn't get any responses, so i guess everyone else is pretty busy. i just barely started work, and it's weird cus i spent my early years in upward bound looking up to the RAs as wise aliens with all the answers, and now i'm supposed to be one. i'm having a little trouble swallowing that, and so i've taken the role of the 'chill RA' who mostly just your friend, and who doesn't get you in trouble. i wonder how long i can keep this up before they start walking all over me.
i dunno about that psychic...i don't really pay $100 for anything. but it sounds interesting, although i don't believe the part about you not travelling. i think we choose our future, and you want to do it, so you will. although you can travel a ton without having a career in it, too.
i just remembered that i didn't call you, and you know why? for some reason, the number i have for you in my address book is actually the veterinarian hospital number. and i partly called ruby to get your number, but i didn't get a hold of her. i remember now. so what's your number? oh, and i have a ton of kill-time at work right now, so i check this blog a lot, actually. anyways, i'll talk to u later i guess. perhaps i'll try calling again this weekend, cus we have a lot to talk about...
:)
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